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hey it's izumi sena & ur watching disney channel ([personal profile] adoringpast) wrote2017-04-26 10:17 am

ic inbox for recolle;

mizuki sena
je suis sick of this shit


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[personal profile] hollywooding 2017-07-23 11:09 pm (UTC)(link)
[ a little petulantly, she replies: ] The security guard loves me. He's the one who let me in. I told him I was your girlfriend, so.

[ True Chaotic Good Mary Saotome ]

[ but, with that aside, she jams her spoon back into the ice cream to take a bite, regarding it for a minute before she talks. it's much easier to focus on that than it is on sena's face across from her--she has a hard enough time admitting these things. ] You know how you said your past life was involved in a war? There was something fucked up about mine, too.

[ and she can't put her finger on how bad it was, but the feeling of dread combined with the image was definitely a start. ] I had another one of those stupid memories.
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[personal profile] hollywooding 2017-07-24 02:26 pm (UTC)(link)
[ mary just ignores him throwing a fit about the shirt, because whatever. she's also learned to tune the "just grumping to be a grump" out and listen to the "actually pissed off"--mostly because they're basically the same temperament--so, unnecessary. besides, it's comfortable and fits nicely, and she had forgotten to bring a spare pair of pajamas the last time she showed up.

she sighs. ]
Past me was in high school, I guess, but there was something wrong with it. Someone had covered my desk in graffiti. [ she doesn't need to elaborate, really, though she can still remember every single word written on the desk. flat, ugly, washboard, no one likes you, mike mike. ] But, I guess someone had made a doll of me or something, and threw it on the desk. And broke its arms and legs off.

[ that was downright disturbing. ] And there was a tag on the desk that said "housepet".
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[personal profile] hollywooding 2017-07-25 01:11 pm (UTC)(link)
I don't know. It doesn't sound like me. [ mary seems to agree with him, because, hey. she doesn't put up with people treating her like that...literally ever. ] It wasn't just that, though. I can handle bullies.

[ it's hard to describe that terrible feeling of existential dread that had rooted her to the floor when she first had the memory. the whole reason she ended up showing up here after. she scrubs her hand over her face. ] And the housepet thing, too. It said "mike" on the desk, like--I was someone's pet kitten, or something. That combined with the doll...

[ she trails off. ] It's not a war, but there was something fucked up happening.
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[personal profile] hollywooding 2017-07-25 01:50 pm (UTC)(link)
Who knows.

[ the feeling of uneasiness that settles over them both is downright palpable. mary had been more or less sympathetic to sena's comment about a "war" at wherever his past life had ended up, but, she hadn't thought her own would be anywhere near similar. why would it be? she's always lived a fairly normal life.

she mirrors him, scooping out a big bite of ice cream and sticking it in her mouth, leaving the spoon in her mouth to try and let the sweetness wash away that nasty feeling. ]
I want to know more about it. What the hell could I have done to get that treatment? And why... [ she thinks back to the stuff written on the desk and pulls the spoon out of her mouth, stabbing it into the ice cream too. ] I can't shake the feeling that came with it. She--I--felt devastated.

[ there's a pause. ] And pissed off, though I guess that's not that weird. [ she says that a little wryly, dark humor. ]

[ that feeling is why she came to sena's--in reality, she was seeking answers as much as she was seeking some comfort. ]
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[personal profile] hollywooding 2017-07-26 12:51 am (UTC)(link)
[ that gets a little laugh out of her, and mary reaches up to toss her hair over her shoulder, more of a showoffy playful gesture than out of necessity. ] What is it people say? My haters make me famous.

[ normally she'd have a (loving) barb about how clearly that's how sena got famous, but she keeps it to herself today, finally pushing the rest of the pint across to him. the rest of that's yours, pretty boy. ] I don't know, though. I can't help but feel like it was normal.

I think I screwed something up. [ her brow furrows a little, thoughtful. ] I don't know what, but I think I--earned that title somehow.

[ a pause. ] That pisses me off. [ of course it does. ]
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[personal profile] hollywooding 2017-07-26 01:58 pm (UTC)(link)
[ that makes mary snort, reaching for the glass of water when he hands it to her. sena does have a point. mary doesn't really care what her past self was up to--it's the exact advice she gave sena earlier in the month. she might as well eat her own words. ] Of course not.

After all, I don't see you acting like a stalker. [ mary raises her glass, mouth turned up in a wry little grin. ] I should learn from the master, no~?

[ there, that's better. when in doubt, poke fun at friend and pretend you didn't just have a serious bonding moment. ]
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[personal profile] hollywooding 2017-07-28 01:19 pm (UTC)(link)
[ it's weird to think of sena as anything close to comforting. after all, their interactions have always been a push and pull of teasing each other, never admitting anything real. in reality, sena is one of mary's favorite people, the kind of person to make her forget about horrifying, creepy high schools with something as simple as a nickname.

she pauses for a moment, staring at him with round eyes, before her mouth settles into a smirk, curved up at the edges and far, far more natural on her face. ]
Otome, huh?

[ the meanings definitely aren't lost on her. ] I like it.