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[adoringpast]

mizuki sena

je suis sick of this shit

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[adoringpast]

[ and sena blinks at his phone because it almost feels like deja vu -- no, it's a memory. that that blond boy in large glasses was insisting that being an idol was something that he could treasure, that it was the first time he felt alive.

and that the sena from his point of view - izumi - felt absolutely bitter at this boy but mizuki can also feel a twinge of heartbreak as well... ]

suit yourself
but there are other ways to make people happy like that without going into idoldom, you know
you're already doing the same thing when you were modeling

but that's your life and i should respect that i guess
so long as you still focus on your studies, of course

[ tries to sound all fussy and motherly but - yeah he'd be really out of this. that izumi... what IS his relationship with this makoto kid anyway? ]

[constellates]

when modeling ?
do you think ?

when i model
it is letting people take pictures of me
which is nice and i like it
but sometimes i worry that people only see anya and think
ah she is a pretty girl
not
i want to be her friend
or
she makes me happy

that is why i do not think that i can do only modeling
i do not want people to just see the outside

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[ "But she'd still be a beautiful puppet, all dressed up and dazzling -- so if she does things on her own will, it'd be disgusting, wouldn't it?" At least that's what Izumi Sena would think.

But that's stupid... Mizuki is not Izumi at all. He's not -- ]

when you put it that way, it does make sense a lot from someone like you
you really are naive

you might think that at first, but soon it'll take its toll on you
the idol industry is a shady business, anya
every girl gets lured in thinking that OOOH ILL BE AN IDOL TO MAKE PEOPLE HAPPY
of course you'd think that

but wait for a few years and see if you'd still think that way

[constellates]

toll ?
i hope not
then i promise that i will not get tired then
or i will do my best not to
because i have other promises to keep
that even when it is difficult
no matter how hard it is i will keep going
because i have a dream

will that be ok ?
i hope so

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you're going to overwork yourself
and it'd still be ugly for your skin, both as a model and an idol

[ even though sena works two jobs but WHATEVS ]

but
fine
good luck i guess, anya

just make sure you don't forget me when you've finally hit the big screen or whatever, got it?

[constellates]

oh no
anya does not want to be ugly
okay

but you do not need to worry
i will never forget you
you are not someone that i could
promise

[adoringpast]

that's a good girl
don't worry, you can never be ugly so long as you keep doing what I've told you

[constellates]

if that is the secret
then i will do my best !
does senpai have more advice for anya ?

1/2

[adoringpast]

[ what else can he give to her? she's already exceeded her expectations, and her popularity is soaring higher than ever. not that he's jealous or anything, he's not, it's just -

can she really not forget him? ]

[adoringpast]

just have fun out there. that's all that matters in the end.

[ if only that were easy for him. ]