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[adoringpast]

mizuki sena

i literally woke up this morning with a sigh of relief and said to myself... im really that bitch huh

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12/25, letter, that gay shit and etc

[twostringsonebow]

[It goes with his gift, that real nice outfit, so--]

Mizuki,

Your name is very pretty and I'd like to use it more, but Secchan fits you well too. I know my gift is pretty much the same as what everyone else gives you... but I hope that despite that it stands out all the same; I was truly happy to see you on stage, and maybe this could be something you wear in the future? It might need to be retailored a bit to fit an idol's workload should you choose to pursue that even for fun, but I really would be happy if it went anywhere but your closet.

It sort of is fit for there though, isn't it..? I'm not sure what I was thinking when I commissioned it, haha.

Anyway... Here comes the embarrassing part. You're welcome to turn it away if you'd like, but I'd like you to read it until the very end if you can stand it. If you can't, or you'd like to leave it for another time, then I'll give you a brief glimpse: Thank you.

I told you it was brief.



When I was first scouted for our agency, you already had experience under your belt. I was quite taken with you, actually, but... especially then, I wasn't very good at interacting with people I was interested in. Over time those feelings morphed into admiration and respect, and remained that way. I wanted to be able to stand in the same space as you, but it never felt like I came close. Even when we did have shoots together, you were clearly a step above.

Your attitude also sort of frightened me in a way, but I'm sure you get that a lot.

To be honest, I've been surprised by you. By us. Akira... is nice in a way, sharing the same memories as me at times, being from the same time and place regardless of the circumstances, along with the other Phantom Thieves-- but I'm still quite alone in the sort of feeling I have from them. There may always be that disconnect no matter what, but perhaps that isn't such a bad thing. I think I'm a private person anyway. But I didn't want to talk about my boyfriend or involve you more in that, I wanted to talk about how much it means to me that there is someone who was able to commiserate with me, who regrets the things their other self has done, who'd never want to get a step close to being that sort of person.

I'm lacking in those kinds of friends, you see. You're very important to me as a result, Secchan. Mizuki. In this short span of time of truly getting to know one another, I can certainly say that with all the confidence in the world. Thank you so much for being my friend, for being someone who understands, and... I'm sorry for involving you in my meddlesome business. That's only one way, though; if there's anything you remember, that happens to you, that you need to talk about, I'm always free for you. Perhaps I'm being presumptuous though, I seem to have a bad habit of being inconsiderate of others.

Ah, but this is getting a tad long, isn't it? The outfit should fit you perfectly, but if there's anything wrong let me know. I'll pay to have it fixed.

Sincerely yours,
Goro