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adoringpast) wrote2017-04-01 06:40 pm
adoringpast) wrote2017-04-01 06:40 pm
ic inbox for recolle part deux;
mizuki sena
i literally woke up this morning with a sigh of relief and said to myself... im really that bitch huh
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kasa-kun, you need to breathe
don't panic
it's still hard to determine whether he'll come back to the app or not
or whether he'd still be the same person we know right now or he'd undergo a intense transformation like with leo
but all you've got to do for now is be there for him
even if he's not on the app anymore
i know we're not close but
is he still the same person when he came into the app? would it make too much of a difference if he's out of it?
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That hasn't changed.
[ ...ahh, come to think of it, he wasn't on the retrospec post either was he...? he hadn't said anything about it— bluhhh tsukasa's so stupid he wants to die ]
So I guess it wouldn't.
Outside of being able to talk about Yumenosaki, or the other idols we know, or the group chat... Things like that.
... I guess it could be worse, is what I'm saying.
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he's still the same person whether he's on the app or not
so even if he doesn't know about idols or yumenosaki anymore, he's still your friend
not being able to share to him about retrospec stuff does suck though, trust me i know
ive lost a couple of friends because of it, but it's bc it's just who i am
[ tsukasa is a lot better in forming friendships, is what he's saying. ]
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... Thanks, senpai.
Sorry to text you about something like this. I feel silly for worrying about nothing...~
It just sort of
Gave me a shock, I guess.
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i get being worried, and i know that this isn't the first time you've dealt with someone dear disappearing from the app and reverting to their old selves before the bullshit happened
[ like... you know. ]
there are also unique situations like in your brother's case where he might come back but as a blank slate
either way, it's like you said in our memories kasa-kun
he's still a flower that came from the same roots so either way, you've got to nurture and cultivate it until it blooms again
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He could say such weird and embarrassing things without breaking a sweat...
[ tsukasa. ]
Speaking of flowers, do you have a favorite one, senpai?
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he actually had a point
though you're still prone to embarrassing yourself without even trying, don't worry
[ rip kasa-kun ]
white roses
any kind of rose would smell as sweet, but i've always adored white ones
[ they're thorny, just like him ]
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That...
Actually suits you, Sena-senpai.
I like roses too, though. They have pleasing shape, and they're fun to draw, too.
My other two favorites are camellias and plum blossoms since they're round and cute, and they're both easy to doodle.
Well, plum blossoms more than most camellias.
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those flowers fit your image in a way
you draw?
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But yes ♪ though I wouldn't really say I'm any good at it.
Baba (my grandmother)'s taught me since I was younger--I specialize in things like watercolor painting.
But before you ask: no, you can't see any.
[ ...maybe for his birthday sena will get a special birthday card with a flower on it the way he's done for other people but not before then ]
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why not
the world is literally your canvas right now kasa-kun
im still going to see it whether you like it or not
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The paint that comes off of the brushes right now is closer to acrylic...
Um, I won't really get into specifics because it's not as interesting to read as it is to hear, but basically it's just really different than what I usually do...
It isn't like I'm going to go around painting pictures either?
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and that's why im just going to ask leo to show them to me ♪
im sure he'd love to show off his baby brother's works, right? ♪
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Don't use my brother's affections against me.
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not that it's a bad thing though
it's just something i can never understand anyway since i don't have siblings of my own
in this world and possibly in the previous one
[ ha
hahaha ]
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To be honest, I'm getting used to it again.
My parents act like I don't even have an older brother, after all, so for the last four years I've felt like an only child.
Even if I talked to him when I could, and I listened to his music, and everything...
It wasn't the same.
[ mmm. okay, time to deflect a little— ]
Ahaha, but he's around now, so I guess it doesn't matter ♪
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well, you should make up for lost time on his birthday then
maybe surprise him with one of your works?
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I told him I'd give him the deed to my ship, too...
[ hmmmmm. ]
...I'll think of something special.
I'm not that great at singing, but Leonii likes how I sound.
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what the hell
he needs to work for something like that, kasa-kun
but if you want to sing for him, i guess i can give you some pointers
[ singing for leo, huh... ]
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And throw parties on it.
And.... whatever.
It isn't like I'm using it for anything anyway.
[ ... ]
But wait, really?
That's actually kind of nice of you, Sena-senpai.
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but living in a empty cruise liner without any people in it feels kind of lonely tbh
and that it'd be hard to maintain it on your own
but don't think i'll go easy on you with our lessons, kasa-kun
there's going to be a ton of vocal exercises just so your voice will be trained enough to tackle any song you want
then im sure he'll be impressed
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Well, it probably would be, but I think Leonii'd find a way to do it.
And anyway, he's always stood alone at the top. Independent and cool ♪
[ ...that's just how it is, he thinks, but. wow. sena's actually serious about the vocal lessons. then he'll have two pros (laughs) teaching him, right...? ]
I only wanted tips, Sena-senpai...~
But I'll take a full course.
Please treat this Tsukasa Suzakura kindly ☆ I'm in your care.